《i have to blog this...》

these whole thread of tots was gashing thru my mind
when i was in the cab a while ago.

guess what? I JUST reached home
from the FREAKING office~

i'm doing China now,
teaching ANZ Direct,
backing up Korea,
teamlead to TW, Korea, HK
concall and meeting almost EVERY DAY
which left only 2-3 hrs to do my OWN job.
resolve issues, educate my new ctry of the stupid stuff tey do,
process orders, do reports, do the stupid credit req & split license which
out of the 5, 2 were idiotically stupid incomplete info tey gave me,
3 still undone... have to split to dono hw many 100s of orders

for the past 2 weeks, I OT-ed total of 6 days
is this bad time management?
or is this overload?

byebye to non-china holidays.
definitely have to come back on PH to SUIT them!
and most of the weekends.
bye bye to Xmas...
my 1st Xmas with baobei.

YAY I'm a super woman!

This is SOOOOooo CHALLENGING!

I FARKING LURVEEEE THIS JOB!

Tey really OVER estimated me...
I'm just a human.

this is not a farking transition period.
this is overloaded with TONS and i mean TONS of work!

I've decided.

that's it.

I have had enough.

this management sucks.
the bosses suck!

no staff welfare here.
i rather stay home and look after my baobei.

《not healthy...》

from the time I woke up in this am,
my whole mind was filled with work...

believe it anot... even i go toilet,
i was thinking... later 1st thing, what muz I do ah?
so many things... i need to plan wat to do to clear my stuff!

this is NOT healthy.
I have to find a way to get out of this mess.

I was still thinking if I'm dreaming...
I went back to bed... to "reset" my mind...
so I was late... hahahaa... not an excuse..
but when I woke up, the mind is STILL
working hard...

i came here, on the thinkpad, it's work work work.
Until my tummy is making noise then i stopped then ponder.
filled my tub with water, took uncle toby's and munch... and continue to work.

time management? I don't think this lies with our time management
anymore... it lies with the quantity and QUALITY of work
u pour onto us. some are juz plain rubbish.

my white flag is coming all the way up soon.
this is not a healthy environment to work in anymore.

《utterly disappointed...》

in work
in the mgmt
in why some ppl are juz so rude~

an idiot made me really pissed off in the printer room today.
he looks like some sort of executive
but is really a total jerk

i was waiting for my printout and sorting some
while the printer printed, when the idiot-blue-shirty-shit-and-short
guy (who was STILL waiting for his "bible" to print, he was
printing a big load of doc! and standing there stupidly waiting for it)
made a loud and rude comment while i sorted... "can u don't mess up the print out?!"
I was like WTF... i was helping YOU sort loh!

the next moment, he turned ard and SNATCHED the stack of paper
from my hand... he literally SNATCHED it and stared @ me loh!
"don't touch it!" he almost shouted.

Brian was in the printer room too and told tat idiot he dont have to be
so rude... then he was like "I was not being rude, don't mess up the print out!"
we were like wanted to smack him liao loh! I lost it and tu him back loh,
not even a gentleman ley!

I was SUPER pissed ok! until i let it out...
plus all the stress I had over the past weeks @ work~

my tap juz turned on when I went back to my desk,
after complaining to fellow colleagues...

why do i have to take these kind of treatment?
both @ work the past few weeks and from tat STUPID IDIOT
ungentlemanly SHORTY PIG?! I shld have juz released my grip on the
stack of paper and let it all fall on the floor when he snatched it.

i'm super emo, didn't have lunch (though there's an invite to a small
party @ another cubicle - sorry). Super no mood and emo.
really super down @ tat moment.

what have i done to be treated like this?
I juz wana do a gd job, to my own expectation...
but the things juz keep coming to me.
everyday, there's this new task for me.

you can do it~ ppl say... you're an old bird here liao,
sure can one... everything also no problem one.
i hate to hear that... really... like as if, coz of this,
i muz take up more nonsense?

I'm a human too ok.

wat time management?
we only have hw many hrs @ work?
time mgmt = no OT ley~
why do we need to OT even if we already
fully made use of our time to WORK?
they never know the word OVERLOADED.
they'll never know... wat tey wan are RESULTS
and to meet the target, meet the stupid timeliness report tingy.

not happy i chased you for your reply on so many issues?
then don't change so many things lah!
in the end, all cannot work, have to revert back to the
old process... wat for?!

5.15 then inform us we have to attend a concall with u
@ 5.30pm while u oredi got the invite in the morning?
in the end, it doesn't involve our work loh! WTF

I wana go back see my baby de loh!
all the plan ruined by ur stupid decision.

u got maid, i don't have hor.
u don't wan ur family i wan loh~

ok, i'm whining here....

but i'm really v fedup with the mgmt.

dono hw to handle staff welfare loh.
wana squeeze us till we're dry.

yes, we are the sugar cane.
the cheap labour.

i have to make the decision soon.

have to...

thank you lau gong for supporting me.

but i have alot to think.

the environment sucks
the mgmt sucks
the work sucks
but i have lovely colleagues...
whom i really treat them as friends...

i dono...

sigh~~~

《A Series of Unfortunate Events...》

this just happened to me today.

one suay thing after another.

HP no batt in the middle of the night,

(no warning, no prompting, which usually IT WILL)
no alarm to wake me up, i'm late, VERY late
for a training... Wana take cab, no cab, wana book,

then remembered my HP no batt...

then came office liao, then was informed all got training @ 9.30!~
duh... it's already 10am loh i reached... then dono wana
go to the training anot... sat there, pondered 5-10mins.
then decided to go dwn. As expected, ppl stared @ me.
and da boss like face black. sure kena liao loh later.

Go also will kena, never go also will kena... sigh...
same lah same lah~

wah lau.. this whole AM, i used up ALL my energy liao.

feeling SUPER STONED now...

《flying...》

flying off to BKK in 5-6hrs time :)
going with colleagues this time - FIRST time :D
retail therapy!~

but will miss my Baobei and Lau Gong
*muak*

《stuffed...》

makan and makan and makan~
i'm REALLY getting round~ sheesh~

but I enjoyed every bit of it! (the food lah, not the FAT on my tummy)
mauhaha

gosh~ really~~~~ gotta start >> eerrr exercising~ mauhaa
an alien to me~ =_=''

walking and carrying baobei, considered? :p

《i'm afraid...》

that i'll juz pour out all those nasty things

I'd wanted to say to them.

some ppl are juz too way over their top.
way too over...
they don't think of other ppl.
juz wana make use of them.

got $$ no heart...
i still deem they're like that.
only think for themselves.

the things u say sometimesmake me roll my eyes...
it's like soooo over the top.(hao lian, to be truthful)

it's like i know you thru other ppl instead.
disappointed.

《wait and wait...》

didn't go work today.

my head is spinning and aching...

flu and sore throat on the way...
(i deem ppl gonna say me again loh...heck)

10plus, called to get # to see doc.
11plus, registered. I already told the nurse,
I wana see Dr Tang... she didn't hear... have to wait
(as usual)... I came back SK see Baobei...

12plus, called to ask hws the queue... 6-7more.
1.30pm, walked over to the clinic... nurse say,
why u come so early... =_=
10more she says... KAOZ...

see doc muz wait so long de... really fedup.
might as well I come home sleep and self cure.
Previously I'd actually waited 3hrs.
but wat to do, the doc is good...
I muz practice my patience...

shall sleep and heck everything.

I didn't answer any call today..
no mood...

I'm ok, as in ok liao...
trashed it out...
don't wana talk abt it anymore.
i juz don't wan things to repeat again.

I will improve us.
we'll improve us.
period.